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Tonight I'm heartbroken, my little guy (Pekingese) died.

hollywood

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He had been a bit lethargic the last few days, but seemed to be otherwise ok. Tonight, he came in my office and laid down by me feet. After about 10 minutes, he took three or four big sighs and then he was gone.

I am going to miss him like crazy as he was my constant companion following me around and wanting to be near me most of the time. When I took him to the park, he almost always ignored the little dogs and only wanted to play with the biggest dogs there. Heart like a lion, it's tearing me up to know that heart no longer beats. RIP Khan.
 
He had been a bit lethargic the last few days, but seemed to be otherwise ok. Tonight, he came in my office and laid down by me feet. After about 10 minutes, he took three or four big sighs and then he was gone.

I am going to miss him like crazy as he was my constant companion following me around and wanting to be near me most of the time. When I took him to the park, he almost always ignored the little dogs and only wanted to play with the biggest dogs there. Heart like a lion, it's tearing me up to know that heart no longer beats. RIP Khan.
Sorry to hear that wood; it's hard to say goodbye to dogs. It was pretty tough when we lost my 15 year old mini schnauzer last August.
 
Sorry to hear that ‘Wood. That is a tough loss. Sounds like a helluva hound.
 
He had been a bit lethargic the last few days, but seemed to be otherwise ok. Tonight, he came in my office and laid down by me feet. After about 10 minutes, he took three or four big sighs and then he was gone.

I am going to miss him like crazy as he was my constant companion following me around and wanting to be near me most of the time. When I took him to the park, he almost always ignored the little dogs and only wanted to play with the biggest dogs there. Heart like a lion, it's tearing me up to know that heart no longer beats. RIP Khan.
I’ve lost three pugs in the past couple of years, one I had for 16 years. It’s just devastating but I continue to rescue them because their needs are bigger than my sense of loss. My thoughts are with you during this difficult time.
 
Sorry to hear about your loss wood. I’ve lost several dogs and it’s never easy.
 
My condolences; it's really tough. We lost one at 14 several years back. We have one that's 13 now and she is remarkably active though obviously slowing down. It's going to be pretty devastating to all of us when she goes.
 
Thanks for the kind words. Never thought I would get so attached to the guy, but he truly was a Great Dane trapped in a Pekingese body and just won me over. He was never one of those "yappy" little dogs that barked at everything and was afraid of his own shadow, the only thing I ever saw that scared him was heights.

His sister, a border collie has been searching all over the house for him today and then coming to me for attention. I took him this morning to the vet's office so they could have him picked up and cremated.

I can't bear to move his bed under my desk as I'm so used to him being there. And to Purkey's comments - the best people I've ever known were dogs.
 
@hollywood

Consider yourself fortunate. Fortunate that you were able to share so many years with him, and fortunate that you will always have so many fond memories of time shared with him.

People always think that their pet is eventually going to go to sleep and not wake up one day, but rarely is their passing that peaceful. Usually it is accompanied by agonizing suffering for the pet and/or agonizing euthanasia decisions for the owner. It sounds like your little guy spared you from having to go through any of those things.

I know it is tough right now, but it will get better. All of the good times will overshadow the bad.
 
@hollywood

Consider yourself fortunate. Fortunate that you were able to share so many years with him, and fortunate that you will always have so many fond memories of time shared with him.

People always think that their pet is eventually going to go to sleep and not wake up one day, but rarely is their passing that peaceful. Usually it is accompanied by agonizing suffering for the pet and/or agonizing euthanasia decisions for the owner. It sounds like your little guy spared you from having to go through any of those things.

I know it is tough right now, but it will get better. All of the good times will overshadow the bad.
Was thinking the same thing. Wish my dog had just laid down and passed at my feet. Instead I had to have him put down. Sucks wondering if you did the right thing. My vet told me, you’ll know if it’s the right time.
 
In retrospect, I guess in many ways I was truly lucky to have avoided many of these issues. Honestly, he was running around and fine most of Thursday, seemed to get a little bit lethargic Thursday night and all of Friday. But he was doing some really weird things that was way out of character for him (like he went and jumped into the bathtub and slept twice that day, while he normally avoided the bathtub altogether and had never jumped into it before.)

Over his lifetime, being lethargic and sleeping for a couple of days to recuperate from whatever was ailing him, only to bounce right back was not all that uncommon and I really didn't think much about it. But when he did that round of sighing, I knew immediately something was wrong. I was petting him and talking to him when he had the 4th and final one and I knew immediately he had died.

So, the fact he was basically healthy right up to the end (even though I was expecting him to be around for at least 4 to 5 more years) was really a blessing in comparison to the two dogs I've had to euthanize due to crippling illness/old age.

Of course, none of that does anything to lessen his loss and my heartbreak at the moment.
 
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Sorry for your loss. What you feel now is the price you pay for a priceless relationship.
 
In retrospect, I guess in many ways I was truly lucky to have avoided many of these issues. Honestly, he was running around and fine most of Thursday, seemed to get a little bit lethargic Thursday night and all of Friday. But he was doing some really weird things that was way out of character for him (like he went and jumped into the bathtub and slept twice that day, while he normally avoided the bathtub altogether and had never jumped into it before.)

Over his lifetime, being lethargic and sleeping for a couple of days to recuperate from whatever was ailing him, only to bounce right back was not all that uncommon and I really didn't think much about it. But when he did that round of sighing, I knew immediately something was wrong. I was petting him and talking to him when he had the 4th and final one and I knew immediately he had died.

So, the fact he was basically healthy right up to the end (even though I was expecting him to be around for at least 4 to 5 more years) was really a blessing in comparison to the two dogs I've had to euthanize due to crippling illness/old age.

Of course, none of that does anything to lessen his loss and my heartbreak at the moment.

Focus on the happiness and companionship YOU brought HIM!

In the grand scheme of things, he was the proverbial "One Percenter" of animals (and probably dogs). And he led his life in a way in which he earned that treatment/blessing from you and yours.

He had a happy life because of you.
 
Sorry Wood. Always tough to say goodbye to a pet.
 
Gentlemen of the Jury: The best friend a man has in the world may turn against him and become his enemy. His son or daughter that he has reared with loving care may prove ungrateful. Those who are nearest and dearest to us, those whom we trust with our happiness and our good name may become traitors to their faith. The money that a man has, he may lose. It flies away from him, perhaps when he needs it most. A man's reputation may be sacrificed in a moment of ill-considered action. The people who are prone to fall on their knees to do us honor when success is with us, may be the first to throw the stone of malice when failure settles its cloud upon our heads.

The one absolutely unselfish friend that man can have in this selfish world, the one that never deserts him, the one that never proves ungrateful or treacherous is his dog. A man's dog stands by him in prosperity and in poverty, in health and in sickness. He will sleep on the cold ground, where the wintry winds blow and the snow drives fiercely, if only he may be near his master's side. He will kiss the hand that has no food to offer. He will lick the wounds and sores that come in encounters with the roughness of the world. He guards the sleep of his pauper master as if he were a prince. When all other friends desert, he remains. When riches take wings, and reputation falls to pieces, he is as constant in his love as the sun in its journey through the heavens.

If fortune drives the master forth, an outcast in the world, friendless and homeless, the faithful dog asks no higher privilege than that of accompanying him, to guard him against danger, to fight against his enemies. And when the last scene of all comes, and death takes his master in its embrace and his body is laid away in the cold ground, no matter if all other friends pursue their way, there by the graveside will the noble dog be found, his head between his paws, his eyes sad, but open in alert watchfulness, faithful and true even in death.

George Graham Vest - c. 1855
 
Sorry wood....we have lost 4 and only 1 went on his own accord. The most gut wrenching decision I’ve ever made was putting my Dixie Louise to sleep, after nearly 16 years...we hiked 1,000’s of miles of national forest and wilderness area trails, drove 10,000’s of miles (along with Rebel Tom), canoed rivers, spent time in nursing homes as therapy dogs and so on. The only downside having these babies in your life is they are never hear long enough and the void they leave is rarely, if ever, filled. All mine get cremated and will be cremated again with me, then our ashes will be spread over The WindRiver Range in Wyoming, where we spent so many fantastic days, nights and hikes! God Bless my brother!

“If there are no dogs in Heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went.”
Will Rogers
 
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